Week 37

I'm so annoyed.  I have been in the kitchen for 3+ hours making my darn healthy food and I didn't plan on it taking that long and now I have 7 minutes before I have to pick the kids up from the bus, my house is a mess, and all the other projects I was going to do when I finished cooking are left undone.  One of the projects on my list was to make a video for this blog again.  As the time ticked away, I realized a video wasn't going to happen, but I would at least write and give an update on the last month (or two?) since I last wrote.  Well now...I don't even have time for that.  I've mentally composed so many blog posts and video logs while driving the car, taking showers, and so forth.  I just can't seem to actually get it done because I'm so busy with my piano teaching, my stamping business, mothering, COOKING, and so forth.  I'm really feeling the pain and inconvenience of choosing a plant-based lifestyle and I'm TRYING to hang on to the positive aspects.  I've been watching some inspirational vidoes the past couple of days and I start out every day feeling jazzed about health and fitness.  Then, as the hours tick away, and the checklists don't get completed, and unexpected things happen, I feel my excitement leave me and by the time dinner is done, I want to veg on the couch and eat away my stress and frustration.  This is NOT AT ALL what I wanted to post about (my planned post was much more positive), but this is my reality at the moment and I had to rant to someone!  Time to go to the bus.  Hopefully a more positive post is coming soon!